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If I

by Frank Joshua

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If I promised to myself that I really didn't care
If I knew that I was lying but really didn't dare
Would you be there
If I promised to myself that I truly didn't care
If I buried my intention, if I shackled my invention
If I forgot to let hope be a guide
If I banished from my heart, refused to let it start
Wanting you, wanting you, wanting you
If I straightened this confusion, If I stopped the false illusion
If I sacrificed my hurting for my pride
If I shut out warm reminders, If I put all that behind us and not need you,
not need you, not need you, not need you
buried my intention
forgot to let hope
banished from my heart
straightened this confusion
sacrificed my hurting
shut out warm reminders
not need you


released January 28, 2022
Written By Simon Pitkeathley produced by Tony White for Numen Records


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